yay.

you're so beautiful!



this was also on sale for 12.50! thought it was cute & something different =]



that's a new shirt too from uniqlo! £9.99! bargain.



mother is totally going to destroy me when she finds out...

assessment part 2

tuesday 16th, 10.30 a.m

assessment part 1 - i was shitting myself for this, thinking oh fuck im totally gonna get referred if i dont finish this, i was at my sisters desperately trying to finish work, bawling my eyes out days before, stressed to the max, and then i went with most work finished... and it was fine!

part 2? for some reason i just don't give a flying fuck, i have the most unfinished work in the class, one project doesnt even exist! only a few photographs of development but thats it. and the current project im working on? oh god dont get me started, its just basically bollocks.

im pulling out of progress 2010, at least my ucas is sent off, knowing me if i didnt apply for it i still wouldnt have a personal statement done, but interviews for progress start next monday, and i definately wont have a good portfolio for then so why bother when i know im going to fail!

and blates going to get referred tomorrow, yet i don't careee!! i just haven't done any work in the last hour! arg i've literally just been sitting here!

=( where did all your motivation go kiwi? you use to be amazing. now you just suck.

all i think about is shopping T___T

if i get through all this portfolio shit, i'm going to treat myself to these..



and as if i havent already bought enough shit... i spent like £140 in mac the other day......

arggh.

cannot wait to move out of this stupid flat.

SO FUCKING ANNOYING.

why am i so unmotivated?

is it cause i desperately don't want to study in product/three dimensional design.

i told myself i'd do so much work this weekend. and i didn't do ANY of it. what the hell, its almost 3 and i still don't have any research for the 6876 project. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MEEEE =(

and then there's other thingsssss, that can't be shared on here... ARGH JUST THROW IT ALL INTO THE RIVER THAMES!

ha too cuteeee

desperately want this men's uniqlo UT.. XD

hello hooker boots XD

on sale for £25, the picture doesn't really do them justice cause they look like a pair of hooker boots with that massive platform XD but a friend of a friend has them and i saw her wearing them the other day and theyre soo nice! ^__^ so i was randomly browsing schuh, came across them, on sale, in my size! obviously a sign to buy them..... XD

these are kinda nice toooo...

the first pair are £60 and the second £70, ive tried the second ones on before but in suede and they were really nice! but that was when they were full priced so i didn't bother even trying to beg mother to buy them for me XD but in the pictures the suede ones look kinda tacky so ive moved onto the leather ones.. but now?! which ones?!? ive tried the first pair on too but it was so long ago i can't remember which one was comfier.. and i'm way too lazy to hit central/no time to hit central T___T

FOUR UCAS CHOICES SORTED.

central saint martins product design 

central saint martins ceramic design

london college of communication graphic product innovation

camberwell college of arts three-dimensional design

and probably kingston university product design & furniture